The Battle Done
“We have to go,” Nauriel said through clenched teeth as the horn sounded again, “now.”
She gathered their training gear to leave, finding Valacar rooted to his spot. His face looked pale and mouth hung open. She grabbed him by the arm.
“Come with me, we can’t stay here.” She pulled him with her, his first steps were stumbling but he soon came to and followed, she started running. The streets were in panic. People hurrying to find their loved ones, trying as quickly as possible to get home or away or anywhere. She looked over her shoulder to make sure she didn’t loose Valacar in the chaos. Warriors and fighters were hastening to the battlement or gathered to distribute armour and weapons. She led them to her forge, a mix of running and pushing their way through crowds, when they reached it she went straight to where she kept her weapons and mail, she pulled out a sword and held it out to him, thinking he would take it, she starting to pull out her own gear, but when he didn’t she stopped and looked at him. He was pale as a sheet.
“Take it,” she said shortly.
“But – but I already have a sword,” he held the practice sword in its scabbard, she took it from him and shoved the other one into his arms.
“For this you will need one that isn’t so blunt children could play with it, the time for – practice – is over.” She had been about to say games but realised the harshness in her words, this was not the time to break him down, he needed to keep what courage he had. She grabbed him by the arms and fix her gaze with hers.
“You need to round up your siblings and get home. Lock and bar the door behind you. Barricade the door and windows with whatever you can.” Valacar looked nervously over his shoulder. “Look at me. Whatever you do, stay put and don’t go out into the streets.” The man looked like he was going to vomit or faint. She gave him a reassuring smile. “It will be fine, out fighters are strong and plenty, but you need to take every precaution you can. You can do this.”
Valacar gave her a worried smile, painfully so, and nodded. “I’ll see you when it’s over,” was the last he said before he turned and left running.
His body disappeared in the numerous ones on the streets and Nauriel drew out what mail and armour she had and began to dress. From the first word of the approaching army had spread, she had sharpened and prepared her sword. It didn’t take long for her to be ready, lastly, she locked up her rooms and barred the forge as good as she could. Rascal had gone their own way that day, as she had headed for training with Valacar, she had no idea where the fox could be, though the thought of it had her grit her teeth, there was nothing she could to for the furry thing. They would have to take care of themselves. She belted her sword and made her way towards the city walls.
Upon the walls rows of archers had already gathered, looking out over the approaching army. Looking out over the wall, a sight that would normally have her swoon, not for the beauty but for the sheer hight, had her feeling sick to her stomach. Through the tree line marched more and more black wretched figures, and there seemed to be no end to their numbers. This wasn’t going to be just fine, she thought and bolted down to find the gathering of the warriors below.
Nauriel had went by Nimloth’s house a few days prior to check her friend was prepared for what ever was coming. She had armed Nimloth with a pair of daggers.
“What will I do with those,” Nimloth had tried to laugh it away.
“If they come, you do whatever,” Nauriel had said grimly.
She wished she could seek out Nimloth’s house now, making sure her friend was in as safety, that the doors were properly locked, but there was no time for that now. The City Watch and new recruited fighters had gathered below the walls, she went to join them. Most of the fighters were already gathered, although the ranks still grew slightly as more joined, even with the archers on the walls there was no way they would be able to match the numbers outside the walls. The ground seemed to rumble with their approach. She passed through the crowd, looking for familiar faces, seeing Baranor she called out to him. He was talking to some others of the City Watch but turned at her call and made his way over.
“Have you seen the numbers out there?” she asked, trying to keep her bewilderment out of her voice.
“A few more than we expected,” he said with a grimace, “but they have marched for days, and by the look of it they are will equipped.”
“Which have never stopped orcs before. And there are hordes of them.”
“It’s to our advantage, small maybe, but to our advantage. The walls are strong. They will hold.”
“For how long?” Nauriel asked, shaking her head. It was a question no one was willing to answer.
It was a painful wait, while the archers on the walls did their best, firing arrows at the horde approaching, but for every orc fallen there seemed to be another to take it’s place. Night came and the fighters gathered bellow the walls took turn to sleeping, not that anyone could sleep much with the threat looming outside the gates. The night was cold and the air heavy with the grim fate awaiting them. It was early morning, but still dark, when the foe came crashing down upon them. Breaching the walls, they came to be everywhere in that felt like a matter of moments. The first orcs were slain instantly by the fighters, but soon enough the battle was in full rage within the walls.
Nauriel’s blood was pumping, rushing through her body as she threw herself into the battle. In the midst of battle all her thoughts disappeared, and instinct took over. The orcs fought brutally, swinging hatches and rusted swords, with no thought for their lives, only to kill what came into their way. A pack of the monsters broke of and headed into town, she and a group of the fighter took pursuit. They caught up with the orcs as they tried their best to break into home and houses, panic shrieks could be heard from inside as doors were battered. A cut, some slashes, and a stab and one of the orcs went down, she hamstrung another, who fell to the ground and she could finish it with a sword through the back. And then there were many more, once one was down it was onto the next. Her sword was sticky with dark blood, and her armour and hands too. The sun had risen, the only thing that spoke of the hours that passed. Bodies lay in the streets, orcs, humans and elves alike. She came to the aid of another fighter who was cornered by three of the wretched orcs. Attacking one of them from behind, the creature parried her attack before it hit home, then with pure strength forcing her sword aside and slashing at her, she stumbled backward, but not quick enough and the blade cut through the skin of her thigh, she manage to sink her dagger through its neck and watch it crumble to the ground before the pain registered. The cut wasn’t to deep, it bled but through the adrenaline of the fight it didn’t hinder her, it was barley noticeable.
There were moments of catching her breath, breathing heavy, frenzied looking around for the next attack. They were necessary moments, but she could never let herself relax and feel how tired her body had grown, she had to keep on going, and often the next attacker presented itself too soon, or a scream from near by had her running to aid. It was such scream that had her running down the street where Nimloth lived, a group of orcs were in the midst of breaking down the doors, windows, walls, as long as they got into the house. A body of an elven woman lay in the middle of the street, perhaps she was the one who had just screamed, but she was lifeless now, body in twisted angles. Nauriel caught her breath for a moment, but the hair was darker, it wasn’t Nimloth, just another innocent citizen. The anger rose in her again, the some of the orcs were battering Nimloth’s door. She called out to get their attention and charged, for this many, she would need assistance but finding it would take time she didn’t have. One of the orcs turned around at her call and she easily deflected its blow, slashing through the orcs side, but not deep enough to make much impact on the creature. Her next slash cut through the midriff, deep this time, blood and guts spurted out, and as the orc fell, three more turned their attention to her. Backing up slowly she assessed the situation, but as they came running, there was not much else to do than to throw herself into the fight, moving quickly, dancing between their slashed and evading their blows. She managed to cut one down but by that time more orcs came into the street and she soon found herself backed up to a wall. It was the first time during the battle she was seriously afraid, because against these odds she would surely die. She dodged as the orc in front of her swung its hatch down, into the wall were her head had just been. But before she could launch her next attack, in desperation for her life, the orc before her fell to the ground. A group of warriors had appeared, clad in City Watch garb, and they were clashing swords with the brutes. She saw Baranor in combat with one of the orcs that had her cornered, and panting she offered her sword for help. Between them they had soon killed the creature. And in relief that she was still alive she flashed him a manic grin. She caught his arm, his gaze caught her, it was bewildered by the battle. He looked as bloodied as she, but it didn’t seem like he had caught any serious injury, the blood was mainly that of the slain.
“You’re alright?”, he asked.
She nodded. “Thanks for the rescue.”
He flashed her a grin, before they went to assist the others. As the orcs now was outnumbered they fled down the street and blended into a larger battle. She lost sight of Baranor in the crowd, at times seeing flashes of him as the day wore on, like the other faces she knew sometimes flashed by in the chaos, always connected with a small flash of relief to know they were alive, but it was all thought she could give them.
It was after noon when Nauriel understood they would win this. The orcs grew less and less, there were cheers from the walls when the last of the orcs fled into the woods. Inside the walls they still had the odd orc to hunt down, pursuing them down streets smashed by the battle, passing round lifeless bodies. Nauriel chased one down an alley which ended in a dead end where she with a last power bust cut the orc down. The moment the body of the creature stopped moving her legs gave way. Her body was shaking with exhaustion, she took deep gulps of breath, letting the feeling sink in, it was over.
Her hands were sticky with blood, she had a few cuts and more bruises, the cut on her thigh the deepest one, but she thought it would be fine. Her head was ringing, partly due to the stress of the battle and partly due to that one orc had smashed her head into a wall at one point. She had disarmed the creature, but its hand had worked well enough, and she had crumbled to the ground by the impact, only to be lifted up by the orc. With her head swimming she had still managed to put a dagger through its eye and cut it down, after the fact.
She would live though, and as that realisation sank in and the tension of the battle slowly ebbed away, she started laughing. It rose from a small chuckle to a laugh out loud, only to have her clutch her side with a pained grimace, remembering another impact which, by the pain, surely meant one or a couple of cracked ribs. But she would live.
The rest of Ringare Done
After the battle was done, it was just everything else to deal with. One of the taverns opened up and offered food and drink for the fighters. Nauriel found her way there after regaining enough strength to stand, and with some food in her belly and a pint of beer, even more so. The wounded had been taken to the infirmaries, but she deemed her own injuries severe enough for medical attention. The damages of the city were extensive, the part of town that had been torched, the fires had been put out quickly but there were much more brutal damages left in the wake of the orcs. And not only the damages to deal with but the bodies. Nauriel helped with transporting the orc carcasses outside the gates, where pyres had been built. She left the bodies of elves and men to more delicate hands. The stench from the burning flesh was fowl, but luckily the wind blew the smoke away from the city. It was after dark before she headed back to her forge. The damages on the building wasn’t too extensive. It had been broken into and tossed, but she guessed since they orc hadn’t found any alive in there they had been on there way and not trashed the entire thing completely. Still, the doo was wreathed off the hinges, but not damage beyond repair. With what skill she had she manged to get it back on, though it hung on three quarter it would still work until she could locate someone to do it properly. But with many homes looking much worse, hers wasn’t a priority. She straightened her bed to the degree that she could sleep in it, leaving the rest of the mess as it was. She fell into a restless sleep, but at least it was enough to revive her tired bones a little.
She awoke at dawn. Gathering some water from the well to wash her wounds and the worst of the blood, before dressing in warm clothes and heading out to help out with the repairs. It was afternoon and she was helping with clearing some rubble in the human district when Nimloth found her and through herself around Nauriel’s neck. The impact hurt her ribs, but Nauriel didn’t much care, she hugged her friend back, relieved to find her alive. She hadn’t let herself think about the possibility, that she would find faces she knew among the fallen, knowing it was better to keep her focus on the work. But the relieve of seeing Nimloth strengthened her. When hearing that Nauriel hadn’t seen any healer to check upon her injuries, Nimloth tried to convince her and all but drag her to the healers. She stubbornly claimed she didn’t need it and in the end her friend reluctantly gave in. But she wasn’t surprised when Nimloth came knocking on her door later that evening with Flimlas in tow.
Flimlas checked on her wounds, cleaning the cuts but not deeming any of the deep enough to need stiches. The healer examined her ribcage, and it was much like Nauriel had expected, probably a couple of cracks but not a full-on fracture. The healer took her leave, she looked tired, and no wonder since the number of injured probably had the healers working day and night. Nimloth stayed behind.
“See I told you it was nothing to worry about,” Nauriel said redressing after the exam and then started to tidy up the room.
“Flimlas still said you have to take it easy, or it won’t heal properly,” Nimloth said with crossed arms.
“I know, the pain is a good indicator form when I need a break. I have had cracked ribs before.”
“You have?”
“Yes, don’t you remember?”
“I was there?”, she asked with a confused look.
“It was the time when your brother dared me to climb that tall tree. I don’t remember which one of them it was.”
“Ah, I remember that, I think it was Nauros, and he was right. You didn’t dare to climb it.”
Nauriel grimaced. “But it didn’t stop me from doing it anyway. I think I had my eyes shut most of the time, which is why I missed the branch I was grabbing for and fell.”
“He got quite a scolding for it,” Nimloth said with half a smile, “but I don’t remember that you got hurt more than bruises.”
“I might not have told anyone, didn’t want to seem weak.”
They shared a smile.
“You know, you are allowed to be weak when you are injured,” Nimloth said, fixing her gaze at her Nauriel.
“I know,” Nauriel smiled. “How are you holding up?”
“My house is damaged to the degree that it’s inhabitable for now,” her friend said and sat down at the single chair in the room with a sign. “But I’m thankful I came away without a scratch.”
Nauriel nodded. “I would offer you to stay here, if it too wasn’t almost inhabitable.” She gave the room a look over with a grimace. It wasn’t much to it, a bed, a chair and table, and her possessions, at this point all over the place, and some tools and materials for the forge.
Nimloth frowned. “I never got, if you are going to stay, why you didn’t get a proper place.”
She shrugged. “I don’t need much.” It was the truth, she was quite happy with the place, and at the same time, though she didn’t say so to Nimloth, it would be easier just to have this if she found herself not ready to plant down her roots here again. “Where will you stay?”
“I can probably squeeze in with one of my brothers.”
Nauriel nodded.
“Mirwen is dead,” Nimloth said, staring at nothing.
“I’m so sorry,” Nauriel stopped her tidying and looked at her friend, who’s shoulders looked slumped.
“She was struck down defending her family.” Nimloth blew out a shaking breath and then looked over at Nauriel. “I’m very happy you’re alive.”
Nauriel smiled. “Me too. And I’m very happy you are here.”
The next day offered non-stop work, much like the previous one. Rascal had not shown since the battle and Nauriel had started to doubt that she would ever see her furry friend alive when they sat outside her door when she returned that night. The fox looked tousled and limped on a foreleg, but it didn’t seem broken. She smiled as she opened the door and Rascal hopped inside and unto the bed, falling asleep instantly. Exhausted, Nauriel did the same and curled up on the bed around the fox, stroking and smoothing the fur until she fell sound asleep.
The day after Nauriel was reluctant to her home. Instead she put herself to work in the forge, such a simple thing as nails were needed in abundance for the repairs. Everyday the threat of snow grew heavier with darker clouds coming in. Rascal had woken up with her, only to fall asleep out in the forge when she started working. What ever adventure or battle the fox had been caught in, they were still tired from it.
It was after noon when Nauriel looked up to find Baranor standing in the doorway. She mirrored his smile with one of her own.
“I thought you had bedrest,” she said and continued with her work.
“Have you checked up on me?”, he said with a smirk and came into the forge, walking round slowly, looking around.
She chuckled but didn’t answer. The night Fimlas had come to check on her injuries, she had asked about him, and the healer had told her he had been ordained bedrest, but the injuries was nothing to worry about. She kept track of him in the corner of her eye, he lifted a few items, examining them before putting them down. At times it looked like he was about to say something, but then nothing. She passed him to retrieve one of her tools, but as his finger brushed against arm she stopped before him. Finding his gaze, she smiled at what she found there. She reached up to brush away a lock that had fell in front of his face, then she let her hand find the back of his neck and she pulled him in for a kiss. It was urgent and open-mouthed, letting tongue playing along. He put and arm around her waist, pulling her in closer.
“It’s sure nice to be alive,” she chuckled as they broke apart. Baranor hummed in agreement.
“You should get back to your sickbed,” she said and resumed her work. He groaned.
“I may have to stay in bed, but no need to do it alone.”
She laughed at that. “If you came here looking for a nurse, you’d do better elsewhere,” she grinned, meeting his direct gaze. “As for the other, I think staying in bed is meant to save your strength, not exhaust it.”
“Are you saying you wouldn’t be able to keep your hands to yourself?”
“Of course not.”
Narvinye Done
The snow had fallen and after the last of winters preparations were done, life grew calmer. Nauriel worked the days in her forge but business wasn’t hectic. She was surprised when Valacar came and visited, she had only seen him a few times since the battle. Once visiting him with Nimloth, after hearing of his injury and once around town. He still bore his arm in a sling, but he looked much better than that first time she had seen him after the battle. He had still been shaken then, now he was smiling. She greeted him with a smile but tensed when she saw his two younger siblings enter the forge behind him. They held a cake between them and Valacar said it was a way of saying thanks, from all of them. He thanked her for all her help in training, and believing in him, but Nauriel couldn’t concentrate on his words. She smiled at him, but her eyes followed his sibling, who had started to explore the forge. Her instinct was to bark at them to get out, but she couldn’t well do that before they did anything to deserve it, instead like their brother they seemed careful. Rascal had awoken from their favourite sleeping place and sat up when the company had arrived. She just waited for the fox to bite the children’s fingers, but to her surprise the siblings let the animal sniff them first, and as a first introductions were made, they were then allowed to stroke the soft fur. Rascal looked quite content by being scratched behind the ears, and Nauriel relaxed a little, shifting her focus to Valacar.
“Thank you, I really mean it,” he said with emphasis, “I wouldn’t have been able to without your help.”
“Your welcome,” she smiled, “I’m just happy we are alive and well,” she nodded to his arm, “well, almost well.”
“A couple of more weeks and then it’s off, and I’ll be able to reopen the bakery.”
“That’s good news,” Nauriel nodded, “then I won’t starve to death before winter is over.”
Valacar grinned.
Nauriel looked over at his siblings, who had left Rascal in favour of some weapons she had laying around, one had picked up a sword, the other a bow. She thought they looked old enough not to cut each other’s hands off and let them be, unless they started wielding it like madmen. She nodded at them.
“You should have them train if they’d like.”
“Would you offer yourself as a teacher?”
She shook her head. “No, I think there are better ones suited for it.”
“Why did you offer to help me?”
Nauriel wasn’t prepared for the question and looked over at him, not sure what she would say.
“Because you feed me,” she said with a grin. “And because you looked like you needed it.”
They shared a smile, and then he and his siblings were on their way.
Winter and less work meant more time for leisure. She spent quite a lot of time with Nimloth, out walking or chatting by the fire. A couple of times a week she spent the evenings with Baranor at on of the taverns, he was allowed to leave his bed as the month had changed, not that he hadn’t left it before that. At least the evenings started at one of the taverns for some food and drink. Sometimes they spent alone, but most often together with Cirion, the man had become less hostile to her joining them, even somewhat friendly, although he didn’t speak much, he didn’t seem to mind too much that she stole away his drinking partner early on those nights. After the taverns they ended up at Baranor’s house, enjoying each other’s company in less talkative ways.
It was late night, as it often was, when she escaped the warmness of his bed, and his body. She rummaged around the room to find her clothes, somehow, they had ended up all over the place. She found her trousers dangerously close to the fire but thankfully they didn’t seem scorched as she put them on.
“You don’t have to leave every night.”
She turned around to face him, lacing her trousers. Her hair fell wild and loose, much like the evening had been, in front of her face. She brushed it behind her ear.
“Hm?” She coked her head.
“You could stay,” he said it with a half-smile, “then you would have to trudge back through the snow.”
She smiled at him, a way of covering up her racing mind. It was nowhere near an outrageous suggestion, but with the arrangements she had had with previous lovers over the years, she had always slept alone. Not that the idea of staying the night didn’t speak to her, but rather that it did. Instead of answering him she went over and sat down on the side of the bed, he hoisted himself up and they met in a kiss. His hand found her still bare breast and cupped it, letting his fingers brush of the nipple. She moaned slightly.
“I mean, just think of what we could do in the morning,” he said with a smirk.
She chuckled at that. “Next time,” she said, giving him one last kiss before locating the rest of her clothing. Without much more conversation she dressed and left for the street.
The cold night air sobered her mind. She hadn’t thought about what he meant to her. She enjoyed his company, she enjoyed the sex, and he did mean something to her. She didn’t know that much about him, they never seemed to have reached the personal when they talked. But on the way home she couldn’t not think about it, what did he mean to her? Was it becoming something more?
Nauriel had said to Nimloth that she would meet her at the ceremony for the fallen, but on her way there she changed her direction and went out through the gates. It was still said not to go out into the woods alone, due to the risk of lingering orcs, but the last sighting had been days ago, and the city sent out patrols hunting them down. If she didn’t stray to far, she was sure she would be fine. Rascal kept her company and together they, walked and ran through the wood, and over the snow-covered ground. It was easier to breath out here, after being cooped up in the city for long, it felt good to be free. Rascal chased a squrriel up a tree, which she laughed at and they spotted a few deer between the trees, trying to find some grass under the snow cover, but they went another way instead of disturbing the animals.
When dusk came she started back for the city. Arriving at the forge, she found Nimloth on her steps, her friend had a bottle of wine with her, along with a dinner of cheese, dried fruits and bread from the bakery. Nauriel let them in. Rascal had some knowledge of Nimloth’s unease of the animal and often gave her a wide birth and went to sleep on the bed in the corner, when ever Nimloth was over, which was quite often these days. Nauriel had even got a second chair, to make it easier to keep company. Nimloth was still staying at her brothers, though her house should be done soon, and although she loved her brother, she seemed quite eager to get out of the house whenever.
“Why didn’t you come to ceremony?” Nimloth asked as they sat down.
Nauriel lit the fire and removed her fur wrap before sitting down.
“I was going to,” Nauriel watched as Nimloth poured the wine into two goblets. “I was on my way there, when I just couldn’t. The air inside the walls seemed thick and heavy. I needed to breath. to move.”
“You shouldn’t go out into the woods alone.”
“I had my fierce guard with me,” she said and looked over to the bed, were the fox slept soundly, and then changed the subject. “How was the ceremony?”
“It was beautiful. Lord Elernil and Lady Gilraen manage to make it graceful and, just beautiful.”
Nauriel nodded slowly. But when she didn’t say anything Nimloth asked:
“What are you thinking about?”
“Nothing,” she answered quickly, perhaps too quickly, she grimaced then asked: “The man you fell in love with, what was his name?”
Nimloth took a deep breath before answering. “Malbeth.”
“How did you know you loved him,” she asked and then the heavier question. “How did you know you were willing to become mortal for him?” She looked straight into the eyes of her friend, she was about to apologise for the straight forwardness when Nimloth shrugged. “I just knew. I knew I wanted to spend my life with him, not without him.”
“But then he died.” And you lived on, was the implicit thing she did say.
“It wasn’t the same thing when he died, we weren’t married yet, not so closely bonded.”
Nauriel thought about it, trying to make it make sense to her.
“Do you love him,” Nimloth asked tentatively, “Baranor?”
“No,” she said it certain, “it has not gone so far yet.” She paused, weighing her next words. “But I’m contemplating if I would, could, let it.”
She saw Nimloth frowning at her words and began to elaborate, finding her words as she went along, dictating her confused thoughts.
“To find the one person to give up an eternity to live with that sole man, I don’t know if I could do it,” she said with a sigh and continued. “All the years I lived together with mother, she always said we should remember father’s memory with fondness, but it was obvious he was the great love of her life. Even though he was a fleeting part of that life, compared to all the years she lived, she still mourned him, always. She tried to keep it to herself, but I could see it, in her eyes at times, it was in her voice when she sang, such great sadness, and I wonder, would it be better to live always with that loss? Or would it be worse. And how do I know what is right?”
Silence filled the space between them.
“You will never know before you let yourself stand before the decision,” Nimloth stated surely, “you must first let yourself find out if it will lead to love, and if it does then it will either be obvious, or it these questions will keep you at night.”
Nauriel hummed. “Do you think you will ever love like that again?”
“Pain is the prize of love.” Was Nimloth’s non-answer.
“Didn’t Idril, mother, use to say that?”
Nimloth nodded.
“I miss her,” Nauriel said, taking a sipe of her wine, “even more so after coming back here. I can hear her voice clearer, echoing down the streets, in the halls. After all these years I still miss her.”
“Yet, you can bear it?”
Nauriel looked over Nimloth, pondering the meaning of her words.
“Thank you for the advice,” she said, still pondering.
“Did it help?”
“Not a bit,” Nauriel frowned, but then she looked over at her friend with a small grin and the both of them broke into giggles.